Awareness is the only thing I had in mind as I decided to post this.
Let it be known that all women, may it be young or old are likely to experience
same thing I've had for about seven years now and I hope you can find answers
too as I am on my way to finally get mine.
Year 2007 I was diagnosed with adenomyosis and endometriosis. Please try
to search these two in google so you'll have an idea. As for me I felt severe
pain during menstruation, more likely a knife stabbing pain plus heavy
bleeding. Before the diagnosis I normally took a pill or two to relieve myself
from pain but not until vomiting came too. Dehydration then was another problem
that I could no longer take oral medications so I ended up at the hospital
almost every month taking high dosage of pain relievers through IV or IM
injections depending on the level of dehydration. With the condition, I confess
that I've lost the normal life I once had. It felt like every joyful moment
was taken from me and it pained me more seeing how members of my family were
greatly affected. My cry was their cry. Even my mother once told me if she
could only take the pain and carried it all by herself, surely she would. Their
prayers, love and support were the reasons I strongly hold on to the hope that
if not soon, someday I'll be healed. Aside from my family, my job was also
affected. The sole reason of giving it up was again the worsening condition I
terribly felt. It was not a high-paying job though if I may say but I
loved it and enjoyed the people around. My colleagues even learned to track my
menstrual cycle because I took absences every time I had it. I mean every
month they knew as to when I'd be out of the office since I always had a regular
period and hadn't experience amenorrhea even at the time I had my GNRH shots. I
once wished it's just a nightmare and everything will be okay anytime I wake
myself up.
Year 2009 I got married. Yes, I'm not that physically beautiful though
but still got into it. After all, I felt so blessed. God graced me with a
loving and responsible husband. He had full knowledge of my condition before
marriage but still he pursued. He took the risk. Right there and then I
realized true love really do exists. Unexpectedly he stood by me and never
failed to lighten me up despite all the burdens I carried all along. I
oftentimes told him that I may not be abundant in my health aspect but blessed
enough to have him. For almost five years of being together, I only had one confirmed
pregnancy. That was six months after the wedding but it ended up into
miscarriage. It was another shattering experience for both of us but we kept in
mind that God has other plans.
Year 2012 I underwent surgical operation because as months came by the
pain was getting worst. For long we hold on to the chance of getting me
pregnant because of the possibility that everything will turn back to normal
after conception. My ob-gyne prescribed me with fertility meds but it just
didn't work until such time my stomach became bigger. It was as if I was
bearing a three-month old fetus inside. She referred me to a laparoscopic
surgeon and to make it short the operation procedures (pelvic laparotomy,
myomectomy and left oophorocystectomy) were succeeded. After the operation
regular monthly cycle resumed and the pain subsided but it's still there. Good
thing I was not hospitalized anymore for over a year now for the same reason. I
learned to manage the pain by taking oral medications and just stayed in bed
feeling drained. Though I was admitted in the hospital once after surgery but
it was for another medical problem. Yes, another one and it happened about four
months after the said operation. Diagnosis was gastroesophagal reflux disease.
It was like a panic disorder. It may sounds not too complicated but what I felt
were hyperventilation, chest pain, heartburn, trouble swallowing/breathing,
insomnia, anxiety and burping countless times in a day. Haist! If something is
wrong, everything will just go wrong. Thank God I still have that sanity in me.
A year after surgery, November 2013, everything was back, the pains, heavy
bleeding and vomiting. I thought everything will fall into place but everything
failed. It's really frustrating to think that it didn't come out well. I felt
like losing a battle. Despite all these, I continuously asked God to send
instruments for my healing. This is where latest technology played a big role
and it made me thanked Him it exists nowadays. Not too long I liked an FB page,
Adenomyosis Advice Association, there I find group of women with same condition
as mine. It's good to feel I'm not alone. It caught my attention when some of
the followers talked about acupuncture as their way to manage pain. Curiosity
then arises. I researched thoroughly through internet about it and the
eagerness to try came to my senses. Finally I got my first session right after
my cycle at Point of Care Acupuncture Clinic last November 29 with
Dr. Jefferson Ong as the certified medical acupuncturist. Every Friday of the
following weeks I went there for a thirty-minute relaxation while fine needles
were inserted into my skins. After three sessions, my December cycle came and
to my surprise I could tell that my body got a positive response. The pains on
both pelvic and lower abdomen parts were mild. I observed too that blood clots
and heavy bleeding which I usually had since diagnosis were lessen. I
remembered how terrible the previous cycle was that I thought I would end up in
hospital bed. I was really down then. I endured pain for almost eight hours,
throwing up seven times and couldn't eat anything. I took medicines but only
few were successfully digested. I knew from the start it would only take a
miracle to make myself free of this horrible world of pain. When would that be;
only God knows. The existence of acupuncture and the good result I felt after
three succeeding sessions somehow gave me little shed of light on the darkness
where I'd been staying. Yet, I can't say now it's one hundred percent
guaranteed because I only had six sessions in a row. As per Dr. Ong,
significant effect will be felt after three or four cycles so I still have to
undergo few more sessions.
I did quite enough research as to the cause for these conditions,
unfortunately for adenomyosis, it discloses none. I even personally asked my
doctor but she too couldn't tell. When I had my acupuncture visit, I came
across a health magazine and able to read an article about endometriosis and it
says that it is common to women who are tall, thin and with low body mass index
(BMI). Poor me, I got those three. If only I've known it earlier I could have
done something to avoid such. So now girls, if you look like having these
three, try to eat a lot so you can gain more weights and increase your
BMI. Please allow me to add these... live a stress-free life, try to have good
eating habits, make an effort to do daily exercises and ignore people with ugly
hearts.
Life exists on purpose and so pain is. You know why? For me, God doesn't
want us to go astray. He wants to keep us in His loving embrace. For a man who
has everything the world can offer might be trapped to earthly sins and it
would be impossible to join Him in heaven.
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